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A nineteen year old lady turning twenty this December 2010, living in a techno-gadgety generation who is so much in love with black and white film photography, still writes personal stuff in her disorganized diary, rocks a folk guitar, sings loudly while taking a shower, wants ruthless/daredevil adventures, loves her family, friends, sleeps at dawn and had her heart seriously broken twice. What's not to love?

Friday, July 16, 2010

Am I not lovable?

Every single day, before going to bed and after sleeping, I always stop and wonder if I am lovable. Am I, really? Lovable. Love-able.

The ability to love.

Is there such thing in me? Is there something wonderful when people look or at least, gaze at me? Is there something beautiful in me? Is there? And the list goes on.

I need to work things out. I need to weigh things. I need everything in a different angle and when I see that different perspective, maybe, just maybe, I can see what’s really lovely.